Hi Vicki, I am sorry about your baby girl.I know you are sad and it feels like your heart has been torn out.I lost my dog last March and it feels like it just happened yesterday.Our pets are not just a pet they are part of our family they are like our children and some people don't understand how a person can be so hurt and sad after losing a pet. I don't know if you've heard this poem before.Someone wrote it for my when my dog died.
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me and I'm not there to see,the sun will rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me.
I wish so much you wouldn't cry the way you did today while remembering how I'd lay my head in your lap that special way.
I know how much you love me as much as I love you.And each time you think of me I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me please try to understand that an angel came and called my name and petted me with her hand.
She said my place was ready in heaven far above,and that I'd have to leave behind all those I dearly love.
But as I turned to heel away a tear fell from my eye,for all my life I never thought that I would have to die.
I had so much to live for so many sits and downs to do that it seemed almost impossible that I was leaving you.
I thought about our lives together I know you must be sad,I thought of all the love we shared and all the fun we had.
Remember how I'd nudge your hand and poke you with my nose?The squirrel I'd gladly chase the bad guy I'd bark and hold.
If I could relive yesterday just even for a while I'd wag my tail and kiss you just so I could see you smile.
But then I fully realized that this could never be,for emptiness and memories will take the place of me.
And when I thought of all the treats and toys I'll miss come tomorrow,I thought of you and when I did my dog heart filled with sorrow.
But then I walked through heaven's gates and felt so much at home as GOD looked down at me from his beautiful throne.
He said this is eternity and now we welcome you,your life on earth is past but here it starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow but today will always last for you see each days the same there's no longing for the past.
Now you have been so faithful so trusting loyal and true although there were times you did things you knew you shouldn't do.
But all good dogs are forgiven and now at last your free won't you sit here by my side and wait right here with me.
So when tomorrow starts without me don't think we're far apart for every time you think of me I'm right there in your heart.
I hope this helps and you find comfort soon.You are in my prayers and remember you are not alone.
